| HaPpY 20th BiRtHdAy To MeEeE!!!! |
[07 Jul 2005|01:02pm] |
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it's my day! yippeee. so far so good. got lots of messages and phone calls this morning so that was uplifting. i don't feel like going out and doing anything though because I HAVE HUGE COLDSORES from my vacation!!!! grrrr too much sun does this to me all the time and its not fair. my skin doesn't burn but i get these. wtf. the family and i are going to gideons for dinner later though. im so excited. ill write more lataaaa
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[28 Jun 2005|02:43am] |
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jonny's 21st birthday was a blast. i remained sober tonight to be their driver felt good for once toby was an asshole then he really surprised me and now i can't sleep. keith is 33. wow.
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[22 May 2005|11:04pm] |
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Miche3113: that is the most twisted story i have ever heard lmao Miche3113: not only did u get away with a crime, but u got a date from the cop, too
damn i'm good.
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[15 May 2005|10:02pm] |
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I've been in a strange mood all day. It's like im almost sad and angry but really im fine. weird. I think i've just been working/ partying too much and not sleeping enough. but you'll have that. I thought this summer was going to suck however, so far it's been great. Next week i'm packed with work but i'll be rich after!!! then hopefully I can go down and spend some time with my mom and THE BEACH. in other news- you think i'd be thrilled that a guy likes me...a hot one at that...but everytime we hang out i'm a wicked bitch to him and not even myself. maybe i'm just nervous cause this could actually be something. I don't know but I wish it would stop. he's so sweet and likes me SO much its almost annoying. haha im used to the assholes. I also can't stop thinking about her. which is REALLY pathetic because i just met her but the more time that passes the more I like her. there were these crazy fireworks right from the start and I can't get rid of that feeling. Someday, someday....
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[07 May 2005|04:41am] |
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TONIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUNNN AHH!!!!!!!! lovin life right at the moment thank you very much.ok bout to pass out. night.
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[14 Apr 2005|08:41pm] |
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i went for a long walk today. the sun was beating down and i had my headphones on. it was great. jon got a pretty new car, but of course he doesn't like it. justin wrote me a letter from boot camp. i got it today. he gets to come home for a week in may, then he will be stationed in jacksonville, NC .....which is the marine base RIGHT down the road from my moms. how weird is that. getting paper mail is fun. i wish we still used it more.
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[04 Apr 2005|10:37pm] |
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wow. closer is an increddible movie. the most intense, gut sucking , almost too like my real life, story. i must go out an buy it. natalie portman is awesome. and i watched it with the bestest ever! so go see it. it will make you trust NOTHING and question EVERYTHING.
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| i love my MEM!!! |
[16 Mar 2005|09:59pm] |
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ok i must update again because I have been talking to melia and we've been reminiscing about last year. she reminded me --- malee023: drunk on st pattys day lol...i totally forgot about it but we started drinking at like 10am and drank all through the day, inbetween classes. haha. wine sluts we were. it was soo much fun. i couldn't even function by our 4 oclock psych lab. i also miss running up the stairs every night and barging in their room tackling her watching our tv shows like lil girly girls SOMETIMES making it to class, nap and sleep forever. pimpin in the explorer, walking to DB mart to get her ciggs and scratch tickets, laying in the sun in the huge courtyard, going through her closet our spring shopping spree 50cent pitchers at THE PUB!!! spring fucking weekend
ahh the list goes on and on. i can't wait to visit when i get back. she's my best friend. and we dont even talk everyday or see each other a lot. but we always remaine just as close. it gives me this warm happy feeling inside to know that can happen. lol.
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| ok that was fun |
[13 Mar 2005|03:04pm] |
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(X) snuck out of the house () gotten lost in your city (x) saw a shooting star () been to any other countries besides the united states () had a serious surgery (X) gone out in public in your pajamas () kissed a stranger (X) hugged a stranger (X) been in a fist fight () been arrested (X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose (x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator () swore at your parents (X) been in love (X) been close to love (X) been to a casino () been skydiving (X) broken a bone (X) been high (X) skinny-dipped (X) skipped school () flashed someone (X) saw a therapist () done the splits (x) played spin the bottle () gotten stitches () drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (x) bitten someone () been to Niagara Falls (x) gotten the chicken pox (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (X) kissed a member of the same sex () crashed into a friend's car () been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi (x) been dumped (X) shoplifted (X) had a crush on someone of the same sex (X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back () gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend () had a crush on a teacher () celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans () been to Europe () slept with a co-worker () been married () gotten divorced () had children () seen someone die (X) had a friend die () been to Africa (X) Driven over 400 miles in one day () Been to Canada ()Been to Mexico (X) Been on a plane (X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show () Thrown up in a bar () Purposely set a part of myself on fire (X) Eaten Sushi (x) Been skiing/snowboarding (X) Met someone in person from the internet () lost a child (X) gone to college () graduated college () done hard drugs (X) tried killing yourself () fired a gun (X) purposely hurt yourself (X) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone right now
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[25 Feb 2005|03:05pm] |
Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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| fuck you chris |
[25 Feb 2005|02:55pm] |
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just got back from an interview at boston seafood..a call back! we're making progress!! but they only needed an expeditor, which could lead into waitressing later on, but im really looking for a waitressing position now so I told them I'd call back in a week or so. I picked up an app from friendly's and gideons so if i dont hear from one of them, ill take boston seafood. slowely but surely getting there. except chris the other night, starts yelling at me to stop being lazy and get a damn job or ill end up like the derby's- real nice. he appolozied later when he saw tears in my eyes and said he's only kidding but then today at ed's he starts freaking out in the store...GET A DAMN JOB WOULD YA YOU AND MIKE SHOULD MOVE IN TOGETHER NONE OF YOU HAVE A JOB IM SICK OF HEARING THERES NO JOBS JUST FUCKING WORK...um ok. i cried all the way home. i AM TRYING!!! sorry that no place calls me back but i've been to jaes, la veranda, boston seafood, steeples, waterstreet, applebees, misty. and ive started on my resume. back OFF.
the other night hadley's cousin heather flipped her car and the girl with her died. she didn't hit anything, just was driving out of control (as usual, everyone on the block has complained to her and her parents NUMEROUS times that her driving is a serious hazard) she is now charged with vehicular HOMICIDE! fucking murder!!! its so sad but it's not even a surprise because everyone has known how bad her driving is. i feel so bad for her friend and family. but also heather's parents. their daughter could go to JAIL! they could lose everything. makes things in my life not so bad hey?
on a brighter note- last night i finally got my car back and hung out with mand. we went to a movie, got sundaes, and slept over. it was great. no fighting, no boring moods. just a good time. she kicked my butt in scrabble tho. haha.
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[22 Feb 2005|12:22pm] |
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so today is day #18 of STILL not having a car. i hate being here. i hate not seeing mand, being able to do what i please, having to ask for a car, listening to hadley bitch at me. my mom better get her act together. I'm strugglin...that's all I can say. I'm seriously strugglin at the moment.
highlight of my week- renting Romy&Michele's Highschool Reunion. even better than I remembered. definately an all time favorite. along with Ave ventura dont tell mom the babysitter's dead something's gotta give fear cruel intentions good will hunting ace ventura
-peace out
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| Dude this is sooo me!! ahha |
[16 Feb 2005|03:01pm] |
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You Know You're a 90's Kid When........ (X The Ones That Match You) ( ) 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!" (_) 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. (X) 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air." ( ) 4. You wore biker shorts under your shirts and felt stylish. (X) 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. (X) 6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. (X) 7. You know that "WOAH!" comes from Joey on "Blossom." (X) 8. Two words: M.C. Hammer. ( ) 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock." (X) 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. ( ) 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." (X) 12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. (X) 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. (X) 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen. (X) 15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school. (X) 16. You played the game M.A.S.H. (Mansion Apartment Shack House). (_) 17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it. (X) 18. L.A. Gear (_) 19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (X) 20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books. ( ) 21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." (X) 22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap!... (X) 23. You even wore flourescent clothing. (X) 24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. ( ) 25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. (X) 26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. (X) 27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. (X) 28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence. (X) 29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts. (_) 30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band. ( ) 31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up. (X) 32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets. (X) 33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals. (X) 34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?" (X) 35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!" (X) 36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. ( ) 37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide. (X) 38. You have ever played with a Skip-It. ( ) 39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's. (X) 40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome." (_) 41. You remember Popples. (X) 42. "Don't worry, be happy." (_) 43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights. (X) 44. You wore socks scrunched down. (X) 45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!" (X) 46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players. (X) 47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies. ( ) 48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" (X) 49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies." (X) 50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot. ( ) 51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac (X) 52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool. (X) 53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on Saved By the Bell. ( ) 54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi. (X) 55. You played and or collected Pogs. (X) 56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger
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[24 Jan 2005|05:52pm] |
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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| Hi ya! |
[23 Jan 2005|01:25pm] |
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Welcome to the new and greatly improved lj! It's taken me forever to put this together but here it is. Im very picky so there could be a few more adjustments but I can't bare anymore. Anyway, I want to transfer most of my entries from the other journal into this one, just so I have a record of them incase anyone ever wants to make me into a book!. haha. plus I don't want to loose those memories- however good or bad.
p.s. FRIENDS ONLY comment for an add
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